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Name: Marah
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/29/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: art, bf, work, movies, and music....doesnt that sound unique and interesting. cuz i am an interesting and unique person. you'll see
Expertise: dont you want to know. freaky little people. i cant say that on here.....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/28/2003
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| ok well it has been a while since i have written anything on
here. apparently a good long while. so i thought id write a
few things down....maybe come back to it :) cuz im cool like that or
whatever. anyways....im here in boston and i am partially
miserable. i really want to go home. i miss everyone.
and i know i messed up big time on some things. i dont blame
anyone if they dont go back to the same way they were. in fact i
dont expect it to. but i would still like to talk to him.
him being vadol. i cant stop thinking about him. since i
have been here, he is all i think about. i know it sounds sappy
but its one of those...dont know what you had until it was gone sort of
things. i hurt him badly and i dont think there is anyway to fix
it. i told everyone i was coming out here to be with another
man...omerta...but it was just an escape from all the things i didnt
want to deal with. to be honest. i hardly see him.
the only time we spend together is when we are on wow. and i
kinda like it that way. sadly i dont think i will be talking to
him much once i get home. i cant do it. i need to figure my
shit out. so....im going back to school! yea me!
heehee. still need a job but school is top priority right
now. shit being harassed by people. gonna go...ill write
later. and to vadol...if you even still get this...im sorry, i
miss you, and no matter what you want or what i want i will always love
you...nothing is going to change that so..im sorry. *hugs and
kisses to all* ill be home soon.
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| so i am here at work at the moment. long day. 1-10. its ok doesnt give me any time to do anything but money is money right??? gonna try and get my tattoos on wednesday. so yea. anywho. bored as hell. just standing here at customer service. i guess there hasnt been anyone up here since i went on my break about an hour or so ago. meh i dont mind. gives me time to do this. lol. boredom. *sigh* cant wait to get home so i can...yep yep...you guessed it. spend another saturday night home alone. kk well i have to get going. look like im doing something they pay me for. bai all. | | |
| - Believewow i guess it really has been a long time. holy wow. i keep getting my subscriptions i just havent had the time to get on here and say anything. most of my time has been taken up by work. i work at circuit city now. new one in EG. what else. life has been good. me and the boy are doing well. i play my computer game a lot. WoW. heehee i love it. me and vadol play all the time. lately we have been going to the pool hall. getting out in life. heehee well i am sleepy and it is time for bed. ill see/talk to you all later. bai | | |
| AMANDA PEREZ LYRICS
"I Pray"
[Talking:]
You know with every day that passes i pray to god I'll never forget who you are.
You mean everything to me.
I love you
Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh i pray
You were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a you and me,
Now i can't wait to see your smile,
When i wake up each day,
It makes it worth while
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing that i don't wanna miss.
[Chorus:]
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you still by my side.
Oh i pray.
Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes by so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last. (i pray)
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why (i pray)
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.
[Chorus]
[Slow rap:]
I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
Oh God. | | |
| im so excited, and i just cant hide it. im about to lose control and i think i like it. | | |
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